Opening the Gift from Holy Father, the NIGHT before. Times of trouble, fearful flesh. But THIS JOY RISEN UP WITHIN me, never ceases to AMAZE the SOUL. The self-inflicted wounds of Sin, the PAIN, the sickness of mind...IS Gone. Who can look behind when running towards Him, Drawn by Him. Who but foolish flesh hypnotized, asleep in darkness, could deny, reject, refuse Him?
Having DAY-dreams IN the night. I am afraid of heights, fear of falling. In dream, I floated, soared, flew with no pull of earth, gravity. I dreamed in night I climbed a metal stairwell, passing these creatures that steamed with evil and eyes like daggers, and as I went up, passed them, they could not take hold, stop me. There was STORM of life that I thought would swallow me, but TWO Visited me, one on each side Moved me, my feet were like a magnet repelled, held up by invisible Power. They Showed me I would HAVE TO Go around the corner I did not want to go. But WITH Them I WOULD GO. They Told me to STOP mourning WHERE I was, and stop resisting, surrender, submit and float. They said: WAKE UP. AND GO to upstairs to bed. And Christ came in time of Prayer, in stillmess of SOUL, I Prayed to KNOW, EXPERIENCE His Presence. He Said, Simple. Get up from the chair: WALK. He has never left me, Once the Realized a distance, He Said, you LEFT Me at the door of your house. He IS the EVER-PRESENT NOW. I do not dream of Him, I Know Him, e IN me. The Day Has OVERTAKEN this soul. I will not look back, no matter the noise of the dead AT WAR with Life. They God Willing cannot stop, hinder. Lord WAKE UP your Children asleep in darknss, SHINE the Light of Your Presence into their Eyes. Rise and Shine in the darkness, ye Reflections of the Son.
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